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记得有一天&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 又在牌桌上（网上斗地主）相遇<br>
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大概是2010年2月的上旬&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 那时已加了我的QQ<br>
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他说想和我聊天&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;最近很烦&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;心情不好<br>
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也许生活中不方便找熟人敞开心扉<br>
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我应允<br>
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他最先说到前几天到重庆因为没带身份证在沙坪坝被查房的警察带回派出所做笔录&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 把他当成什么什么&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 还特地打电话到秀山核实&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;弄得很尴尬<br>
要是有个朋友&nbsp; &nbsp;接应&nbsp;&nbsp;也不会流落街头一整晚<br>
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就这样他要到了我的电话号码&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;其实我当时想的是谁出门在外都有意外可能发生&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;要是有个朋友能给予帮助<br>
是个人都会心存感激的&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;我能理解人在失望的心情<br>
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他开始是三两天打我电话&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;一聊就是一两小时&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;<br>
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什么都聊&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;大概在七月份在他信誓旦旦承诺中我们开始正式交往<br>
听他说的多了&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;也有好几次感受到他哭泣的声音<br>
都是他的心酸史&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 我不知道他说的是不是真的<br>
现在我很纠结&nbsp;&nbsp;。。 。但当时我真信了&nbsp; &nbsp; 而且给他各种劝说&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 鼓励&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;只是我投入在他的剧情里太深&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;以至于当时没想过去秀山核实下&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;就不细说他说过的每一个使我相信&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;放下戒备的细节&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;必要时再说吧&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;我现在心里很乱&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;理不出个头绪来&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 只是刻骨铭心的痛让我快要窒息&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 我要平复一下心情&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;又控制不住内心的愤怒了<br>
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度过了无数个泪湿衣襟的不眠夜&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 我觉得我要把这件惨不忍睹的伤痕展示在这个平台&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;因为我不敢跟家里任何一个人诉说&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 包括朋友&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;我是在他们的阻止中和他处对象的&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;我选择信了他的过去&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 也同情他的处境<br>
曾经的他把自己的过去描述的太坎坷 曲折&nbsp; &nbsp; 合着无声的叹息&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;还有几次低低的失声痛哭&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;我已经完全放下戒备之心&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 他让我体会到那种绝望&nbsp; &nbsp; 无助<br>
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我对他的态度就此改变了很多&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;瞒着家里人一意孤行的为他付出<br>
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起初他谈到他是做锰矿的&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;因为刚开始不懂圈的猛含量太低没有销路&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;价格太低被套进去不少钱<br>
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太吊胃口了<br>
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<img src="mobcent/app/web/images/mobile/mobile-attach-1.png" alt="来自苹果客户端" align="absmiddle">来自苹果客户端</div>
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因为要上班&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;不能一口气说完&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;都是伤心史&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 这些伤心史是不忍轻易触碰的&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;撕心裂肺的疼不是每个人都能体会到的&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;就如一个佝偻身子一老朽徒步前行那种艰难<br>
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因为要上班&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;不能一口气说完&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;都是伤心史&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 这些伤心史是不忍轻易触碰的&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;撕心裂肺的疼不是每个人都能体会到的&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;就如一个佝偻身子一老朽徒步前行那种艰难<br>
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<div class="quote"><blockquote><font size="2"><font color="#999999">苦荞茶 发表于 2015-6-29 11:09</font></font><br>
因为要上班&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;不能一口气说完&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;都是伤心史&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 这些伤心史是不忍轻易触碰的&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;撕心裂肺的疼不 ...</blockquote></div><br>
有点和我一样的痛的感觉，这么久了都无法平息~！<br>
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