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<span style="display:none">1 r5 j2 O: ~! D&nbsp;&nbsp;r5 w&nbsp;&nbsp;n&amp; d&nbsp;&nbsp;K</span>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;我打点行装东行的那一天,父亲正在外面开会,所以我没有机会向他道别.那时候没有电话,呼机,手机,在外时与家里的联系也很少,因而与父亲沟通也很少. 九八年的时候家里装了电话,我很高兴,在外面业务再忙,也会一个月打几次电话回去报平安.隔着话筒,他的声音依然是那么宏亮而有力.<br>
<span style="display:none">- P1 h* q0 P6 J4 A9 X8 G" }</span>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;后来有了传呼机,家里有事情找我就更方便了. 九八年的冬天,单位准备派我到欧洲和非洲各驻点一年,我得回家办理护照等出国手续.因为外派的待遇比在国内高很多,因此我想尽快忙完手头的业务就回家办理出国手续. 其间有一个晚上梦到父亲一人睡在一张床上,全身是绿色通透的,我惊得从梦中醒来,心感不祥.第二天接到大哥的电话,说父亲病了,要我必须尽快回家,而且小弟也正从天津赶回来.我心一下子揪了起来,父亲一向身体很好,怎么会一下子病了呢?昨夜的梦真的是给我一个警示?<font class="jammer">5 ^8 b( b# T* c; a: ?2 [- G</font><br>
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&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;我很快变移交了手上的业务,取道武汉返回了家中.时隔一年,一个有着强健体魄的,还不到60岁的人,已经被病魔折腾得变了样,人也老了10岁.我放下行装,紧紧地握着他干枯的手,哽咽得说不出话来.父亲用他的手抚摸着我的手,并笑着说:”小病,没事,会好起来的”. “看你手细皮嫩肉的,在外面应该没有受苦,这就好”. 其实我从大哥的电话中已经知道,父亲得的是癌症,治愈的机会很小.想到他病成这样,心里还惦记着我, 我真想大哭一场,但是我知道我此刻不能.我强忍住悲痛,给父亲讲了在外工作的经历.<font class="jammer"># k- e$ K8 P2 k) G, G</font><br>
隔了两天,小弟也赶回来了.父亲很高兴,于是大家一起照了一张全家福. 那一天父亲给我聊了很多很多,并劝我不要到非洲去,那些地方很危险. 我只想让他开心,要我做什么都可以. 其间为了他的病,大家都想了很多办法.心里虽然知道这个病难治愈,但仍然到处去找偏方,父亲也很乐观,吃药也很配合. 晚上病疼的厉害,他怕我们担心,也不呻吟,而是唱革命歌曲或京剧. 一个从来很少生病,且生病也少吃药的人,现在每天却要吃大量的药;一个每天忙于养家,很少呆在家里的人,却每天要呆在床上;一个很要强,且很讲究,很要面子的人,现在披一件大衣就呆在家里的火柜里,对父亲来说,要做到这些他需要多大的勇气!<br>
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<span style="display:none">&amp; ^* @7 z5 N: e: i/ X9 K% X1 L, f</span>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;按父亲的意愿,我放弃了出国之事.我们与他一起呆了近两个月的时间,原本以为有奇迹发生, 上天会还给我们一个做事公正,性格刚强,为人正直,对子女慈祥的父亲,但上天没有怜悯我们. 新年刚刚过去两天,九九年的春节,春节的正月初三凌晨,一位在我们心目中最伟岸的父亲,靠着我们的肩膀,给我们作完最后的嘱托后,安祥地走了.<font class="jammer">) f6 Y6 l8 k" x' _; A' F( e' _</font><br>
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&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;出殡前的晚上风很大,出殡的早上雪下得很紧,上天似乎对他的离去也很难过.是的,父亲走得太早了,那时我和弟弟都还没有成家,没有了他,我们真不知道以后的路该怎么走.好在父亲一直教育我们要: “踏踏实实做事,堂堂正正做人”. 这一点我们都做到了.<br>
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&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;转眼父亲已经逝去近12个年头, 我很愧疚未能尽到孝道,以此缅怀,愿您与诸神同在!<font class="jammer">9 S2 U$ W3 ^0 Y</font><br>
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